Today I arrived back in Holland after being 8 months home on Aruba. I’m only back for half a day and I’m already missing everything from Aruba. It is just terrible, it’s super cold, snowing and dark. I wish I could just run back home to Aruba. My sister is here with me but still I feel empty. I’m even missing my dog Bailey very much.
Hopefully things will get a bit normal next week. I’m planning on moving to The Hague with my sister in August. The Hague is a more nicer city than Arnhem where I currently live. But right now I’m feeling horible about being back. Next week when I resume classes I’ll do my best to finish college by next year so I can be out of here. I’m planning on moving to Canada to do my masters or maybe just move back to Aruba and start the eternal working life. Anything better than how I feel now.
A good friend of mine lives in Canada and she likes it there so I’m planning on going there July to check it out. Luckily I’m still going to Aruba in December for the holidays. Something to look forward to.
And the thing that makes it worse here is that its not like Aruba where you know plenty of people have plenty of family. I only have my sister and cousins. Anyhow I’m just miserable now…
